I really have no idea what to write about today. It's just ya, know I'm bored as hell and dinner is not til two more hours. Pasta awaits me at 5:00 oh and I hope I have french bread also. Forget carbs and whatelse, it taste good. Again screw moderation. Woah old post from old times. Speaking of old post from old times. This one reminds me of them. Just typing complete nonsence and then bing all like where my choketoes at. I never really knew what choketoes was or is. So today I will find out. I found nothing, but a ton of Choketoe profile that may or may not be mine .Not a problem with that. It's my thing now. RAWR. Ummm I little thing about me. Any time I'm on the the computer I listen to music. Itunes is a beast. Right now the song is New Corpse by Acid Bath. Good God that's quite a name for a band. It's winter break and it's awesome. For new years I'm going to Alabama. and then coming back to (BLANK)...Figure out the blank peeps... BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE BYE

Second Post of the day because I fee that I may not be able to do this due to Holidays and family that come and leeches my food! I love them anyways. I wanna say good bye to 2009. I don't have any picture(camera is dead and I'm too lazy to get up.), but memories. 2009 wasn't the best year ever by any means, it certainly was exciting. First off Morning musume in LA was the shit.

I even got to get there autographs and shake their hands and talk to them. BEST TIME EVER. That is about the best thing that happened in 2009.

But the main reason of this post is me saying goodbye to the decade, the only decade were I lived through all the years, the 2000's. Where I went from 1st to 11th grade. Wow So my childhood is basically stuffed into that. Sure I remember the 1990's and what is was like. Those memories are foggy, and are trying to fold on with there slimy 0-6 year old hands. I moved alot and went to alot of schools during this time, and sure there are alot of things I wish I could take back and beat them in an dark alley, but all that is in the unchangeable past. Waving goodbye to a decade no doubt makes me feel old, but I guess hello to new changes and opportunities. One year that I would like to relive. Ummmmmm summer of 2008. Idk why but it was perfect. I loved it, and that week in California in 2009. But besides that. None. It's time to say goodbye. so I'll end with what I love............BYE...............

Beware the beggers has some exciting news. When I logged in at 1:32 pm I saw the most amazing thing. That thing made me go smile. What was that thing you ask or shouold I say one person asks? Well I got another Follower that I don't even know in real life! SMILE TIME!

Which is better?




or




Ovbously I have way to much time on my hands or I'm that much of a fan. But, for me while both being song filled with WIN. I choose the newer one. Why? Because it's numer 4 on my most played in Itunes. But, does that give it a real reson of win? Nope. The demo has a much more air-y feel to it. Much more shoe gazing, instead of jumping.(?) Agin, I have way to much time on my hands. Choketoes

Speaking of way too much time I'm have fallen in love with omegle.com It's completly useless and time wasting.

With winter break being awesome and midterms(hell) being over I have decided to show y'all something. My face? My arm? My House? Oh nooo. That's something that I don't think that you will ever see. Not EVER! But I will show you another song and something that goes perfect with it.

First is Team Sleep Ippp



Right around the 25 seconds mark is my absolute favorite. This song is LOVE. It explains me in that sorda odd silent way. Idk I'm just weird. When I first heard this song on myspace I became addicted, but the I forgot about it until I was reading comments in another video and the commenter pointed us to this video.




Team Sleep-The Amhearst Terrorist. What makes this song good? It's slight telling of emotion without ever uttering a word? The Ending? It's still a demo but by god if they ever add words to this song I will have a fit. Actually if they add words to both of these song I will throw a fit. These songs are perfect the way they. But, yes they are an acquired taste. I showed a dear friend of mine and she told me "This shit is depressing turn it off." Not that I would be offended by that statement because of the music she listens to. Oh god my music is somewhat depressing.

I still ponder though what makes me love these song that this is probably have listend to them about 5,000,000,000 times each and still want more. Is it sheer boredom of nothing interesting in my life that still continues, or is it the wanting of the smae old same old. I really don't care. The side bar at youtube is offering more songs. Maybe for another date Beware the Beggers. Most likely yes. Shhh. Teen Mom is on I have to go see.

Hello Forgotten blog. Maybe A newer blog has taken my attention? One with tons of fun icons. Poking fun at idol blogs. That was not hard to create due to google. One blog that no one will read quite alot like this one. Maybe http://blog.oricon.co.jp/riseofblake/ !!!! I don't think that I can quite let this one go. It's my total Summer of 08' reminder. And then my tenth grade year of schooling. I can't quite remember this blog for summer of 09' because I didn't quite care for it. But, for some odd reason I think I love this blog. Showing the Changes of me trough the
year(s). You've been fun. This blog reminds me of my other side (Aside of my wanting to stay a kid forever) The Internet to me is a portal to my immaturity. But also my lack of caring about anything on here. It peaks my interests in art, and hides my loving for Hello!Project. That's my spilt personality on the Internet. The blog on oricon will be my (secret) wanting of Idolism. Here will be my American (I'm pure white) side, my true side. I'll post my other interest here. Like the history or silent movies or something so awesome that I can't contain it. The other will show my complaints and short quick things every single day. So I guess that this is a new start. SO I LOVE YOU ALL.

This is weird. I hardly ever type about my love for morning musume, but She, above, is gone. The generation I discovered of morning musume was the 9 nin, the longest lasting lineup ever. As much as I never paid attention to her and found her kinda annoying in the All singles concert, she will strangely be missed. No, maybe not. I never disliked her or anything, but I didn't love her. When I'd do my rankings she was always the member I forgot to add in. (If ya want to know my rankings just ask!) I'm torn. The line-up that I discovered is done for. And to see her in m-line rather in a group shot on Helloproject.com's front page makes me feel alittle sad to be honest. I'm sure she'll do fine in the future with her rail-thin self. Nine smiles concert tour is over. Now 7 gen. is gone forever. While I'm happy because she couldn't sing at all, and she never caught my attention(except for AX IN LA.) Maybe this is a good thing she's gone. Not lines in concert could be more evenly spread out. More lines for LINLIN! Well I leave you with one of my favorite performances of the epic line-up. Koi noDial 6700 from the resonance live dvd. Enjoy.

Lost of all freedom I present a song from yester year that will never get out of my head.



I used to think this video was soo bad, mostly because I thought the lyrics were everyone get NAUGHTY instead of united. Opps.

I post something good laters. Ya know, when I get my mind back from prison.